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I know you’ve been hurt by someone else I can tell by the way you carry yourself If you let me, here’s what I’ll doI’ll take care of you I’ve loved and I’ve lost I’ve asked about you and they told me things But my mind didn’t change And I still feel the same What’s a life with no fun? please don’t be so ashamed I’ve had mine, you’ve had yours we both know We know, they don’t get you like I will
This is Christmas day, I was uninvited to Christmas with my family, but dad still stopped by to give me a gift.
This is me a year ago, and then that is me today. I am living on the downtown east side in Vancouver, its really not as bad as yiou think., Anyways, I’ve probably lost well over 20 pounds, I have a eating disorder and i’m addicted to drugs. I’m really hurting, my past haunts me every day. I know that using drugs is a cop out, but honestly it takes me away from thinking about all the abuse and hurt ive been through. im pretty much disinagrating I hope that my life doesn’t end any time soon. I do need help, I know I do but im so scared of reality that I cant stop. I know I can find an alternative, but I have to feel like I need to feel loved or wanted, in order to me to change. My whole life that’s all ive wanted, is to feel that. I don’t feel is so I think who gives a fuck? ill just fuck my life up even more cause no one cares anyways, I thought Id share this with you all because I have been non existant for awhile
Im just a teenage dirt bag baby
Dats muh ass
Yeah do it all the time
This used to be my life. My life was full of pain and regret. I didnt have a family i didnt have friends so this is all i knew. 

Im clean and sober now and if you arw struggling with a drug problem, abuse problems from family, friends, boyfriends, girlfriends all emotionally physically and mentally or if you have any problems that you need help with. From being molested, beat or anything by anyone message me on facebook, tweet me a question or email me. Everything will be confidential and i will let you know everything you want to know. Just i hope you can open your heart and let me help you. Xo

Facebook :Jayme Paige 
Twitter :@mizzminii